Hello, how are you?

A beautiful quote from the manga/anime Bokura ga Ita.

Let me introduce to you, Tsubaki Kyouta from Kyou wo Hajimemasu. Even though this is a manga, it has an OVA anime and is soon going to be turned into a Japanese movie. To show my love for him, I've been waiting four years for this manga to be finished being translated. Yes, I'm a manga otaku.
 
He is my fictional boyfriend :$

Try to listen
to my heartbeat, my silent cries
(I'm going to sing)
They say
That nothing's going to work, and said that it was going to be hard
But I'm going to sing
For this song
and for the amout of tears and pain I went through
 
I'm going to sing
This is the real me
This face is me
I'm always going to shout
Even if nobody really knows, even if everyone mocks me
I will sing
 

 

Time passes so much from my crystal white piano keys
(I'm going to sing)
They said if I waited a little more, a little more, my time will come
I'm going to sing
For this song
and for the amount of tears and pain I went through
 
I'm going to sing
This is the real me
This face is me
I'm always going to shout
Even if nobody really knows, even if everyone mocks me
I will sing
 
Some people say it can't be done
Some say it's a game that can't be won
I've seen my share of ups and downs
Through the pain of it all sweet melody's my remedy
Piano keys play in harmony my heart beats to the drum
Music is what I breathe
Thick and thin, rain or snow
From deep within my soul forever sing my song
(I went through)
 
I'm going to sing
This is the real me
This face is me
I'm always going to shout
Even if nobody really knows, even if everyone mocks me
I will sing
 
I'm going to sing
This is the real me
This face is me
I'm always going to shout
Even if nobody really knows, even if everyone mocks me
 
{Apple Girl; My Music.}

1. I like pastel colours.
2. Hello Kitty house~!
3. Nichkhun. No one can be more perfect than my husband <3
4. People tell me my sister looks like Minwoo from Boyfriend.
5. Autumn. Why? Well, because it's too hot in Summer, too cold in Winter and I have hay fever during Spring. & one of my favourite manga oneshots is about Autumn.
6. Seoul.
7. The Little Mermaid. But I could watch any other Disney or Pixar movie over and over again.
8. Music calms me. More specifically, music box versions of songs. I have over 50 songs which are all music boxes.
9. Kyary Pamyu Pamyu looks pretty with this make up!
10. Kyary Pamyu Pamyu once again. Her hair is is pretty. I once have dip dyed blonde and hot pink hair. But once school started I had to dye it back :(
11. I love Japanese street fashion. But truthfully, I probably wouldn't have the confidence to wear clothes that draw too much attention. This outfit, while still being super kawaii, is toned down and something I would like to wear :3
12. I love Oxfords. They're so cute and vintage-looking. My kind of style.
 

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I'm, I'm good at wasting time
I think lyrics need to rhyme
And you're not asking
But I'm trying to grow a mustache
 
I eat cheese, but only on pizza, please
And sometimes on a homemade quesadilla
Otherwise it smells like feet to me
And I, I really like it when the moon looks like a toenail
And I love you when you say my name
 
If you wanna know
Here it goes
Gonna tell you this
The part of me that'll show if you're close
Gonna let you see everything
But remember that you asked for it
I'll try to do my best to impress
But it's easier to let you take a guess at the rest
But you wanna hear what lives in my brain
My heart, will you ask for it, for your perusing?
At times confusing, slightly amusing
Introducing me
 
Doo doo, doo doo doo doo to
Doo doo, doo doo doo doo to
La la la la
La la la la la la la la, da
 
I never trust a dog to watch my food
And I like to use to the word "dude"
As a noun, or an adverb, or an adjective
And I've never really been into cars
I like really cool guitars and superheroes
And checks with lots of zeros on 'em
I love the sound of violins
And making someone smile
 
If you wanna know
Here it goes
Gonna tell you this
The part of me that'll show if you're close
Gonna let you see everything
But remember that you asked for it
I'll try to do my best to impress
But it's easier to let you take a guess at the rest
But you wanna hear what lives in my brain
My heart, will you ask for it, for your perusing?
At times confusing, possibly amusing
Introducing me
 
Well, you probably know more than you ever wanted to
So be careful when you ask next time
 
So if you wanna know
Here it goes
Gonna tell you this
The part of me that'll show if you're close
Gonna let you see everything
But remember that you asked for it
I'll try to do my best to impress
 
But it's easier to let you take a guess at the rest
But you wanna hear what lives in my brain
My heart, will you ask for it, for your perusing?
At times confusing, hopefully amusing
Introducing me.
 
{Nick Jonas; Introducing Me.}

Girl, I can’t explain what I feel.
Oh baby my baby, baby, baby, baby.. yeah.
 
Making a day feel like a minute
With you, I’m the main character of a movie
As if I’m about to film an action scene to come see you, as if I’ve become a hero
 
You’re perfect to me, I imagined
How would it be if we were together?
If only you say okay, everything is perfect, oh baby
 
I lost my mind, the moment I saw you
Except you, everything get in slow motion
Tell me, if this is love
Sharing and learning countless emotions everyday with you
Fighting, crying and hugging
Tell me, if this is love
 
All the guys in the world are jealous of me
They must be jealous to death of me, for having you
Even after the sun goes down and moon goes down, it will never change
You will find out that I’m a guy whom you can trust
 
I don’t know why, this unconditional emotion
Did I ever imagine?
Next to me, you shine more brightly as I become a better guy
 
I lost my mind, the moment I saw you
Except you, everything get in slow motion
Tell me, if this is love
Sharing and learning countless emotions everyday with you
Fighting, crying and hugging
Tell me, if this is love
 
If you wish and wish earnestly
Will it come true, like the fairy-tales?
A never-ending happy ending, happily ever after
I will trust you, protect you and comfort you
I will be on your side
I will never leave your side
 
I lost my mind, the moment I saw you
Except you, everything get in slow motion
Tell me, if this is love
Sharing and learning countless emotions everyday with you
Fighting, crying and hugging
Tell me, if this is love
 
All the guys in the world are jealous of me
They must be jealous to death of me, for having you
My babe, baby babe, baby baby
I can tell, this is love
I will make you smile often like a child
I will make you feel the most comfortable, like a friend
My babe, baby babe, baby baby
Tell me, what is love
 
{EXO; What Is Love?}

Again today, I can’t fall asleep so I just lay in bed
Tossing and turning, then I get up
I can’t forget you yet as I think of you, who left after crying and laughing
I wonder if I will feel better if I see you
So I take you out from deep inside my drawer
 
Are you happy, unlike me? I ask this until my heart is sore
As I hate you so much, I also miss you so much
My exhausted heart tells me that I only need you
Pain killer killer killer Pain killer killer killer
 
I crumble down at the repeating days, even I am getting scared
I guess this is what breaking up is all about
My heart that is so broken and bruised hurts so much
I start to cry and search for you again
I’m really scared that I will only remember you forever
I’m in too deep that I can’t forget you
I start to cry and slowly start to go crazy
 
As I hate you so much, I also miss you so much
My exhausted heart tells me that I only need you
Pain killer killer killer Pain killer killer killer
 
I try to erase you but the times that we had
They are all too special to me
I try to let it all go, I try to wear it all off but
I can’t be like you, even if I try, I can’t let it go
 
As I hate you so much, I also miss you so much
My exhausted heart tells me that I only need you
Pain killer killer killer Pain killer killer killer.
 
{SPICA; Painkiller.}

I feel defeated again
I'm always losing to myself
I tried to build a better me
Shack to castle and it fell down
 
I had the right intentions
Sometimes, my hope envelopes me
And I can't learn the lesson
Not to send a goldfish to the sea
 
This matter is mine
Don't worry, I'm fine
This matter is mine
I'm not going to give it up
 
I know what you've been thinking
Too soon to empty my cocoon
This butterfly is not ready
Wouldn't she know better than you?
 
This matter is mine
Don't worry, I'm fine
This matter is mine
I'm not going to give it up
 
{Kina Grannis; The Goldfish Song.}

SHINee’s Back, SHINee’s Back, SHINee’s Back Back Back Back Back
 
From now, all stop, whomever it is
No one can leave this scene, don’t be nervous in this explicit situation
I’m already more free in the secret room
 
I won’t miss even a single trembling breath of yours
The jewel of the heart that I’ve secretly been aiming for
I’m already aware of your anxious eyes
I’ve found you on the dragon’s board, I’m freeze!
 
You, with an innocent face
You shake my heart and look for a chance
Two answers (two answers)
Explode like a firework in a long night, baby
 
Oh I’m curious yeah
You smile from the picture at the moment, why
Oh I’m so curious yeah
I’m so curious yeah
 
For over a hundred times, I think about you and forget about you
The question that fills up my head, what is it that you want
 
This moment that flows into my heart without a sound
It swirls
 
Oh I’m curious yeah
You walk out from the picture at the moment, why
Oh I’m so curious, yeah
I’m so curious yeah
 
You don’t exist in front of me right now
I know that for sure but I’m going to interrogate you
Your lips know the answer that I want
It shines and disappears
 
You might have already known my heart
It wasn’t locked firmly to you from the beginning
 
The suspect is in here
No one can leave
You and I, or anyone
Everything about you
I have found evidence
I will certainly find you (Explode baby)
 
Oh I’m curious yeah
You walk out from the picture at the moment, why
Oh I’m so curious, yeah
I’m so curious yeah
 
Tonight SHINee’s in the house
So give it up give it up give it up for SHINee
Give it up give it up give it up for SHINee
 
{SHINee; Sherlock.}